This was cancelled!!! WHY
Come as you are - McDonalds Advert in France
… and it is another sleepless night. It’s like 2:45 a.m. in the morning in Germany and I just can’t stop thinking about being alone. I don’t know why I am thinking about this now but I am. And it keeps me awake all night.
I feel alone and unsafe and I think about how life would be if I had somebody who I knew I could call my love, to who I could go tomorrow and give him a kiss and tell him that I love him.
Maybe I have to think about because the guy I like is just talking about other guys. I don’t know if it’s that. But all what I know is that I am still awake. Thinking about a boy who could love me, should love me, would love me! :( I just wanna go to sleep!

There is one thing of which I am scared! Death!!
I saw this in the news today. In Sweden and the USA birds just fell out of the sky and nobody knows why. This is just scary :S
…and of course I as a person who sometimes can over react a little… starts to believe in 2012 again :( So everybody! Don’t even start posting anything about 2012…
Im on a diet -.- I have stopped smoking… and drinking… and its to much -.- so I am starting up the last one again ;) A drink a day keeps the doctor away -.-
…otherwise today was a great day. :) I am looking forward to my party and a new project which I am setting up ;) It’s going to be the best Cologne has seen in a long time.
…and the best… -.- I gotta crush :D